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Mr. Dussel has told us much about the outside world weve missed for so long. He had sad news. Countless friends and acquaintances have been taken off to a dreadful fate. Night after night, green and gray military vehicles cruise the streets. They knock on every door, asking whether any Jews live there. If so, the whole family is immediately taken away. If not, they proceed to the next house. Its impossible to escape their clutches unless you go into hiding. They often go around with lists, knocking only on those doors where they know theres a big haul to be made. They frequently offer a bounty, so much per head. Its like the slave hunts of the olden days. I dont mean to make light ofthisj its much too tragic for that. In the evenings when its dark, I often see long lines of good, innocent people, accompanied by crying children, walking on and on, ordered about by a handful of men who bully and beat them until they nearly drop. No one is spared. The sick, the elderly, children, babies and pregnant women - all are marched to their death.Were so fortunate here, away from the turmoil. We wouldnt have to give a moments thought to all this suffering if it werent for the fact that were so worried about those we hold dear, whom we can no longer help. I feel wicked sleeping in a warm bed, while somewhere out there my dearest friends are dropping from exhaustion or being knocked to the ground.I get frightened myself when I think of close friends who are now at the mercy of the cruelest monsters ever to stalk the earth.And all because theyre Jews.We dont really know how to react. Up to now very little news about the Jews had reached us here, and we thought it best to stay as cheerful as possible. Every now and then Miep used to mention what had happened to a friend, and Mother or Mrs. van Daan would start to cry, so she decided it was better not to say any more. But we bombarded Mr. Dussel with questions, and the stories he had to tell were so gruesome and dreadful that we cant get them out of our heads. Once weve had time to digest the news, well probably go back to our usual joking and teasing. It wont do us or those outside any good if we continue to be as gloomy as we are now. And what would be the point of turning the Secret Annex into a Melancholy Annex?No matter what Im doing, I cant help thinking about those who are gone. I catch myself laughing and remember that its a disgrace to be so cheerful. But am I supposed to spend the whole day crying? No, I cant do that. This gloom will pass.Added to this misery theres another, but of a more personal nature, and it pales in comparison to the suffering Ive just told you about. Still, I cant help telling you that lately Ive begun to feel deserted. Im surrounded by too great a void. I never used to give it much thought, since my mind was filled with my friends and having a good time. Now I think either about unhappy things or about myself. Its taken a while, but Ive finally realized that Father, no matter how kind he may be, cant take the place of my former world. When it comes to my feelings, Mother and Margot ceased to count long ago.But why do I bother you with this foolishness? Im terribly ungrateful, Kitty, I know, but when Ive been scolded for the umpteenth time and have all these other woes to think about as well, my head begins to reel!Weve been using too much electricity and have now exceeded our ration. The result: excessive economy and the prospect of having the electricity cut off. No light for fourteen days; thats a pleasant thought, isnt it? But who knows, maybe it wont be so long! Its too dark to read after four or four-thirty, so we while away the time with all kinds of crazy activities: telling riddles, doing calisthenics in the dark, speaking English or French, reviewing books - after a while everything gets boring. Yesterday I discovered a new pastime: using a good pair of binoculars to peek into the lighted rooms of the neighbors. During the day our curtains cant be opened, not even an inch, but theres no harm when its so dark.I received a Kewpie doll, Father got bookends, and so on. Well anyway, it was a nice idea, and since the eight of us had never celebrated St. Nicholas Day before, this was a good time to begin.Yours, AnnePS. We also had presents for everyone downstairs, a few things .left over from the Good Old Days; plus Miep and Bep are always grateful for money.Today we heard that Mr. van Daan s ashtray, Mr. Dussels picture frame and Fathers bookends were made by none other than Mr. Voskuijl. How anyone can be so clever with his hands is a mystery to me!THURSDAY, DECEMBER 10, 1942Dearest Kitty,Mr. van Daan used to be in the meat, sausage and spice business. He was hired for his knowledge of spices, and yet, to our great delight, its his sausage talents that have come in handy now.We ordered a large amount of meat (under the counter, of course) that we were planning to preserve in case there were hard times ahead. Mr. van Daan decided to make bratwurst, sausages and mettwurst. I had fun watching him put the meat through the grinder: once, twice, three times. Then he added the remaining ingredi ents to the ground meat and used a long pipe to force the mixture into the casings. We ate the bratwurst with sauerkraut for lunch, but the sausages, which were going to be canned, had to dry first, so we hung them over a pole suspended from the cethng. Everyone who came into the room burst into laughter when they saw the dangling sausages.It was such a comical sight.The kitchen was a shambles. Mr. van Daan, clad in his wifes apron and looking fatter than ever, was working away at the meat. What with his bloody hands, red face and spotted apron, he looked like a real butcher. Mrs. D. was trying to do everything at once: learning Dutch out of a book, stirring the soup, watching the meat, sighing and moaning about her broken rib. Thats what happens when old (!) ladies do such stupid exercises to get rid of their fat behinds! Dussel had an eye infection and was sitting next to the stove dabbing his eye with camomile tea. Pim, seated in the one ray of sunshine coming through the window, kept having to move his chair this way and that to stay out of the way. His rheumatism must have been bothering him because he was slightly hunched over and was keeping an eye on Mr. van Daan with an agonized expression on his face. He reminded me of those aged invalids you see in the poor-house. Peter was romping around the room with Mouschi, the cat, while Mother, Margot and I were peeling boiled potatoes. When you get right down to it, none of us were doing our work properly, because we were all so busy watching Mr. van Daan.Dussel has opened his dental practice. Just for fun, Ill describe the session with his very first patient.Mother was ironing, and Mrs. van D., the first victim, sat down on a chair in the middle of the room. Dussel, unpacking his case with an air of importance, asked for some eau de cologne, which could be used as a disinfectant, and vaseline, which would have to do for wax. He looked in Mrs. van D.s mouth and found two teeth that made her wince with pain and utter incoherent cries every time he touched them. After a lengthy examination (lengthy as far as Mrs. van D. was concerned, since it actually took no longer than two minutes), Dussel began to scrape out a cavity. But Mrs. van D. had no intention of letting him. She flailed her arms and legs until Dussel finally let go of his probe and it . . . remained stuck in Mrs. van D.s tooth. That really did it! Mrs. van D. lashed out wildly in all directions, cried (as much as you can with an instrument like that in your mouth), tried to remove it, but only managed to push it in even farther. Mr. Dussel calmly observed the scene, his hands on his hips, while the rest of the audience roared with laughter. Of course, that was very mean of us. If itd been me, Im sure I would have yelled even louder. After a great deal of squirming, kicking, screaming and shouting, Mrs. van D. finally managed to yank the thing out, and Mr. Dussel went on with his work as if nothing had happened. He was so quick that Mrs. van D. didnt have time to pull any more shenanigans. But then, he had more help than hes ever had before: no fewer than two assis tants; Mr. van D. and I performed our job well. The whole scene resembled one of those engravings from the Middle Ages entitled A Quack at Work. In the meantime, however, the patient was getting restless, since she had to keep an eye on her soup and her food. One thing is certain: itll be a while before Mrs. van D. makes another dental appointment!Yours, AnneSUNDAY, DECEMBER 13, 1942Dearest Kitty,Im sitting here nice and cozy in the front office, peering out through a chink in the heavy curtains. Its dusky, but theres just enough light to write by.Its really strange watching people walk past. They all seem to be in such a hurry that they nearly trip over their own feet. Those on bicycles whiz by so fast I cant even tell whos on the bike. The people in this neighborhood arent particularly attractive to look at. The children especially are so dirty you wouldnt want to touch them with a ten-foot pole. Real slum kids with runny noses. I can hardly understand a word they say.Yesterday afternoon, when Margot and I were taking a bath, I said, What if we took a fishing rod and reeled in each of those kids one by one as they walked by, stuck them in the tub, washed and mended their clothes and then. . . And then tomorrow theyd be just as dirty and tattered as they were before, Margot replied. But Im babbling. There are also other things to look at cars, boats and the rain. I can hear the streetcar and the children and Im enjoying myself. Our thoughts are subject to as little change as we are. Theyre like a merry-go-round, turning from the Jews to food, from food to politics. By the way, speaking of Jews, I saw two yesterday when I was peeking through ; the curtains. I felt as though I were gazing at one of the Seven Wonders of the World. It gave me such a funny feeling, as if Id denounced them to the authorities and was now spying on their misfortune.Across from us is a houseboat. The captain lives there with his wife and children. He has a small yapping dog. We know the little dog only by its bark and by its tail, which we can see whenever it runs around the deck. Oh, what a shame, its just started raining and most of the people are hidden under their umbrellas. All I can see are raincoats, and now and again the back of a stocking-capped head. Actually, I dont even need to look. By now I can recognize the women at a glance: gone to fat from eating potatoes, dressed in a red or green coat and worn-out shoes, a shopping bag dangling from their arms, with faces that are either grim or good-humored, depending on the mood of their husbands.Yours, AnneTUESDAY, DECEMBER 22, 1942Dearest Kitty,The Annex was delighted to hear that well all be receiving an extra quarter pound of butter for Christmas. According to the newspaper, everyone is entitled to half a pound, but they mean those lucky souls who get their ration books from the government, not Jews in hiding like us who can only afford to buy four rather than eight ration books on the black market. Each of us is going to bake something with the butter. This morning I made two cakes and a batch of cookies. Its very busy upstairs, and Mother has informed me that Im not to do any studying or reading until all the household chores have been finished.Mrs. van Daan is lying in bed nursing her bruised rib. She complains all day long, constantly demands that the bandages be changed and is generally dissatisfied with everything. Ill be glad when she gets back on her feet and can clean up after herself because, I must admit, shes extraordinarily hardworking and neat, and as long as shes in good physical and mental condition, shes quite cheerful.As if I dont hear shh, shh enough during the day because Im always making too much noise, my dear roommate has come up with the idea of saying shh, shh to me all night too. According to him, I shouldnt even turn over. I refuse to take any notice of him, and the next time he shushes me, Im going to shush him right back.He gets more exasperating and egotistical as the days go by. Except for the first week, I havent seen even one of the cookies he so generously promised me. Hes partic ularly infuriating on Sundays, when he switches on the light at the crack of dawn to exercise for ten minutes.To me, the torment seems to last for hours, since the chairs I use to make my bed longer are constantly being jiggled under my sleepy head. After rounding off his limbering-up exercises with a few vigorous arm swings, His Lordship begins dressing. His underwear is hanging on a hook, so first he lumbers over to get it and then lumbers back, past my bed. But his tie is on the table, so once again he pushes and bumps his way past the chairs.But I mustnt waste any more of your time griping about disgusting old men. It wont help matters anyway. My plans for revenge, such as unscrewing the lightbulb, locking the door and hiding his clothes, have unfortu nately had to be abandoned in the interests of peace.Oh, Im becoming so sensible! Weve got to be reasonable about everything we do here: studying, listen ing, holding our tongues, helping others, being kind, making compromises and I dont know what else! Im afraid my common sense, which was in short supply to begin with, will be used up too quickly and I wont have any left by the time the war is over.Yours, AnneWEDNESDAY, JANUARY 13, 1943Dearest Kitty,This morning I was constantly interrupted, and as a result I havent been able to finish a single thing Ive begun.We have a new pastime, namely, filling packages with powdered gravy. The gravy is one of Gies & Co.s products. Mr. Kugler hasnt been able to find anyone else to fill the packages, and besides, its cheaper if we do the job. Its the kind of work they do in prisons. Its incredibly boring and makes us dizzy and giggly.Terrible things are happening outside. At any time of night and day, poor helpless people are being dragged out of their homes. Theyre allowed to take only a knapsack and a little cash with them, and even then, theyre robbed of these possessions on the way. Families are torn apart; men, women and children are separated. Children come home from school to find that their parents have disap peared. Women return from shopping to find their houses sealed, their famthes gone. The Christians in Holland are also living in fear because their sons are being sent to Germany. Everyone is scared. Every night hundreds of planes pass over Holland on their way to German cities, to sow their bombs on German soil. Every hour hundreds,